So i had a pretty decent birthday. The only call i got was from my mom but i guess thats okay, at least she didnt forget this year. The neighboors surprised my with a lil party type deal, i thought that was really cool. Sis baked me a cake and they all sang happy bday, which hasnt happend in ages lol. They got me a movie and 3 nips of rum. Chey highly encouraged me to drink all of them right away so i figured why not and did. He let me sleep in the bed, but i think it was only cause it was my birthday, i cant read him sometimes and its really confusing to understand what he wants or expects sometimes and i think i make him mad when i try to ask questions to understand…ugh obv. the last thing i want. I got a couple more answers from my mom about my past, and if Chey only knew im sure he’d understand lol. I want to tell him but i think instead of being happy that im setting things right, he’d be upset in the fact that i should have done it in the first place and then start an argument, and i hate arguing with him SOOO much…
