A New Chapter
So ive been saying that i was going to keep a journal on things ive done ever since i moved to Michigan to be the the one i loved. Things arnt well and we are not really speaking to eachother right now which leaves me in a bit of a pickle because im still practically living with them. I know its my fault, but ive been doing everything i can to correct those problems since they have become aware to me. The fact is i really dont remember much from my childhood, just very scattered bits and pieces that dont add up so i have been guessing what happend in those gaps, for all i know they could be right, but realistically wrong. The very first thing of my childhood i remember is being in Chicago. I was in an apartment overlooking the city looking down at the canal as they dyed the river green, meaning it was probably St. Patricks day because they do that to the canal every year. The only other things i remember from that day is looking at the TV and seeing my very first episode of ” The Price is Right”…… I loved it, and turned out watching it as i grew up. I then went down some steps into a diffrent room which had a pool table in it and i watched some people playing pool……loved it, and to date i still love to play pool. So if these are my first memories its safe to say that i was born in Chicago right ? FALSE… Nope I was born in lil ole Venice, Florida. I have no memories of Florida before mid-middleschool, and have told some people that i was born in Chicago. I dont know why, and ive never asked. I know my parents separated when i was very young n to this date i dont think ive ever asked why they split up. I grew up without a father and most say this is why im gay. I came out to my mother and she doesnt approve of it saying things like i should be hanging out with girls and i shouldnt be going out at night. One day i came over to get my mail and she left a bible out for me and said i should consider who i want to spend eternity with. This is why i cannot live with her and probably never will again, which made this move to Michigan a little easier. Im suppose to start a new job in 4 days so Im hoping now that both of us have jobs we wont be around eachother as much and things will settle down. I gotta jet but ill finish later
